Starting tomorrow...

Juicer is here, it works, cobbled together the menu planner, tonight we shop for everything we'll need. I can't believe it's here!

I'd be a liar if I didn't admit I was just a wee bit scared. I've made such a big deal about this in my mind, and have really put it out there in a world wide web kinda way that I'm not only going to do a juice cleanse for a week (anyone can last a week, right?), but I've also committed to myself that I'm going to carry this health change forward in 2013. (It's a life thing she said.)

Of course, the little girl inside of me who is hungry for love has been throwing out the cravings all week long. It's been creamy puddings, ice cream and even yogurt all the way. It's funny that I had that realization for the first time. I just have to show her that she doesn't need food to be loved, she just needs nurturing and love. So I guess listening to that visualization meditation before going to bed each night really has worked. Hmmm... I might be onto something here.

Tonight, before going out to shop for all the veggies and fruit we will need (85 apples, 8 pineapples, 5 avocados, [for one person for 7 days!] plus assorted and sundry mostly green veggies, and several supplements) we will be going out for our "last meal." Hubby calls it the Last Supper, but he's mostly joking. We're both committed, but unsure, but that's the way it is with any big step you take: the thought of it is often harder than the doing of it.